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Sunday, September 12, 2004

Hey peepz, manage to squeeze some time to tell u this touching story.........

This is a story about a girl who fall in love with a boy. Despite many suitors she have , she just couldn't help to control her special feeling for this boy. God had send her omens to warn about this boy and her girlfriend had told her about her unfavourable judgement for this boy as this boy all along have attitudes that is undesirable. Never the girl knows that she will fall for him as all along she had been look upon him like a brother. Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. MAybe all these started with a smile.

Boy smiled " Girl, u are sleeping again huh...?"
Girl got irritated " No! I am looking down, u blindbat!. "

His friendly gesture, concern, gentleness have always touched by the girl .
When the girl get lonely, his appearance will always brighten up her monotonous day.
Finally, the girl smiled back at him. Always never failed to cheer her up.

The girl felt stupid but at the same time she's confident. She told herself " I can't help it ! I don't want it! What am I supposed to do. Falling in love with somebody comes from the heart not from the mind, just like you can't control your heartbeats. " MAybe , the only way not to fall in love , is to stop your heartbeats. Foolish she has been , because she always fall in love with somebody who is impossible to be with. Since u can't control, why not let it fall?

Hence, this boy took her around and drop her in the middle of nowhere.
In her heart, she knows that he wasn't true but she waited somehow for that particular moment to come where he will took her by her hand, and walk together, go though rain and shine.
"Yes! There is ! HE seems to be the one , he must be and will be . I know i will wait for the day, until he say so. "

That day never comes.

He get non-chalant to her everyday.
She's confused and had somehow started to interfere the boy's life.
Finally the boy told her that he has somebody he liked. That girl really loved him a lot. Someone who really deserve him. The boy, had always been treating her nicely like his little sister, little he realises that she falls for him. The boy will never knows so that the pride will never have to suffer.

"It's like the mermaid story" the girl stumbled , while staring hard at her phone, still have not delete away the cruel messages he sent. Real truth meet her face to face slapped her hard. She knows she cannot effort to play the game of hide and seek. Now, the game is over and she had been declared the loser. If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Life, once treated her with tender loving care now seems her sky filled with gloomy clouds. Since she is the only one who allow to let him in her life, then she is the only one responsible to able to let him go.

Deleted the boy's number. Deleted all his msgs. Trying to delete all her memories of him. Trying to delete his name from her mind ,those name, once before had hard time to remember by the girl. Wipe away all her tears. (the song "Tears" from X-japan plays)

"When nothing comes out of dreams and hope, all you left is pride."

The girl, hidden her emotion so well that she joking reply all his messages like his usual innocent small sister.
"You must treasure her, she loved u a lot! ok?! "
The girl really blessed him with all her heart.
How did she did that? The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

You loved a person, all you wants is that person to have happiness no matter what.
The girl smiles . As she knows somebody out there is falling in love with her smile.

When the girl will be loved?

"She Will Be Loved" By Maroon5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehowI want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be lovedShe will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye

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Tears by X-japan

Doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
Ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete
Nagasugita yuru ni tobi dachi wo yume mita
Ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoko wo dakishimete
RefrainNagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
Loneliness, your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
And you, you never say goodbye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone
Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
Nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai kanashimi wo aoi-bara ni kaete
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
Refrain
Dry your tears with love
If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams
And forever with Tears

To recall the Mermaid story pls click this : http://hca.gilead.org.il/li_merma.html

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2day, got my hair makeover for tuesday hair show! Regret ! That japanese hairstylist gives me highlights of red streaks on my head! Yucks . Damage my hair somemore, my hairs haD already damaged and very dry!
No time to blog for temporary , I will blog after the hair show over.

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